I love you but I wish we’d never met that way I’d be able to sleep at night instead of laying awake craving your arms around me shivering from the now cold bed that no longer holds your silhouette. I wouldn’t be buying packs of cigarets just to get a hit of what it tasted like to kiss you. I wouldn’t be crying in the shower and wasting as much shampoo as if you were here because I’m too distracted by the thought of you I wash my hair twice. I wouldn’t be walking in front of cars without checking to make sure it’s safe first. I wouldn’t be wasting money on alcohol just to get you off my mind for a few hours.
I wouldn’t be broken. (via jessielou24)